I think this is the worst

A friend of mine post something on path that truly capturing what I was feel in the moment.. 

Hari ini eky pergi kerja dan baru bakal balik lagi nanti hari selasa malem, ooh tonight will be a loooong night without him T_T 

It's makes me hate february even more.. 

I know Allah will not let me get something more than what I can hold.. But this is hard.. Really really hard.. With two lil kids as my responsbility and no one around to help.. Meehh.. Sigghh.. Hiikksssss.. 

Dear march, please come faster... 

It isn't me

Beberapa minggu terakhir ini gatau kenapa lg stress bgt, jerawatpun smp muncul dimana2.. 

Rasa kangen, bosen, kesepian, kerepotan, semua campur aduk jadi satu.. Pingin tapi gak pingin.. Ditambah cuaca dingin yang ngebuat gak bisa bergerak keluar rumah.. Pingin cepet2 fall and i really2 miss warm weather.. Pingin jalan2.. Walaupun cuman ngiterin komplek.. Pingin almer cepet gede jadi bisa diajak jalan2 dan gak sebentar2 crangky.. Ya Allah doa ku hanya buatlah aku jadi pribadi yg lebih sabar menghadapi cobaan2 mu, sehingga aku dapat melewati semua ini.. 

Kadang mikir sih kalo lg kerempongan.. Setaun dua tahun lg saat rafa udah sekolah nnt cuman berdua aja sama almer dirumah dan disaat almer udah sekolah pasti gw akan kangen masa2 kerempongan sama mereka.. 

Pingin bisa enjoy nikmatin masa2 kecil mereka, seandainya diindonesia pasti punya pembantu dan gw bakal bisa nikmatin me time.. Tapi anak2 pastinya juga gak akan se deket sekarang sama gw.. Huhuhuuu.. 

Bye 2014 hi 2015

Times sure flies by.. Taking care two baby isn't easy indeed.. In the last day of 2014 I just wish I can be a better mom for my kids.. Amin

Lazy saturday

Just lay down and take a pict

We'r moo ing again

From basement to house.. Picts coming soon ;)

Big bro

I know this is so late.. But I just want to share how proud momma i am that my boy just turn 2 last month... Yeah Rafa is a big brother now and Alhamdulillah he is growing perfectly, I can't be more grateful to Allah with all I have now.. 

3..3..3..

Baby Almer turns 3 month today.. Yeayy.. He's so ready to welcome winter, the coat season.. He's gaining weight perfectly.. Alhamdulillah.. 

One more month to go

Happy 23M old boy.. 

Alhamdulillah I have you in this world.. 

I'll always love you to the universe and back.. 

One more month to be whole 2 eh.. I always pray the best of you, hope you can grow big and strong and be a kind men someday insyaAllah.. 

My adorable boy

Happy eid mubarak

Welcome August

Thank you Allah

Alhamdulillah telah lahir dengan selamat Anak kedua kami, Almer Philia Ramadhan, pada hari kamis jam 9.44 PM dengan berat 5,3lbs dan panjang 44,5cm. Semoga menjadi anak yg soleh dan berbakti kepada kedua orang tua dan agama.. Amin 🙏

Happy 22 months

Happy 22 months my kesayangan Rafa Ali Pradana.. 2 months to go to be whole 2 years old and 1 month to go to be a big brother.. I'm over excited for you baby (not so baby anymore hikss) 

Love.. Love.. Love..

Love is sharing..

Love is caring.. 

Love is protecting.. 

Love is YOU.. 

Happy anniversary my hubby, I might not a perfect wife, but I will give my perfect 10 of my love for you unconditionally.. Because I love you.. 

A month to go

It's 35weeks already.. Woohooo.. 

It's hot (literally)

Welcome Ramadhan..

It's 4th day already in Ramadhan.. I'm not fasting this year, yeah because i'm preggo.. 

I hope this holy month can bring happiness to all of us.. And I hope Allah will answer all our prayer in this holy month.. Amiin.. 

Happy fasting.. 

Hi baby bumps

#31weeks

My pray

Ya Allah.. berikan lah hamba kesabaran extra dalam membesarkan dan mendidik anak-anak hamba ya Allah.. 

Sehingga mereka dapat menjadi lebih baik daripada hamba.. 

Dan dapat menjadi anak-anak yang soleh , cerdas, sehat dan selamat dunia akhirat... AMIN 

June.. June.. June..

Wow sure time really flys.. It's june already and it's 77 days to go and that's mean i'm on my 29 weeks preggo.. Wooww.. Hope everything is good.. Amiin