life such as a dillematic situation..

huff.. this living magz, drive me crazy.. 1st I decided to move my ass from my main job now, but it's feels so damn hard.. I love the people there.. then I decided to jump to other hole that, I dont even know what is this things, (will I arrived to the end of the hole??) but I go for it, I dont wanna be a slave any more (some people will know what I meant.. hoho) anyway, when I have this power to leave, other division offer me some delicious job that I know I will feel sorry if I miss it. huff what a hard decision. but, I have decided to take the god offer (who will doesnt?) and now, I just can pray to my dear GOOD, hope I can get what I want immediately..